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03 July, 2026

Mini Review: The Answer Is No by Fredrik Backman (Translated by Elizabeth DeNoma)

 



The Answer Is No is one of those rare books that somehow manages to be hilarious, insightful, and deeply relatable all at once.

Every time I read it, I find myself loving it just as much as the first time. There’s something about Lucas that feels uncannily familiar. His desire to be left alone, his bewilderment at the strange social expectations people place on one another, and his quiet determination to protect his carefully constructed life all resonate far more than I probably should admit.

In many ways, reading this novella feels like being seen in a way where an author captures a particular type of person so perfectly that you start wondering if they’ve been secretly taking notes on your life.

Backman balances humor and humanity beautifully, turning what could have been a simple story about an introvert into a thoughtful exploration of boundaries, community, and the messy business of being around other people. Which is unfortunate, because some of us were quite committed to avoiding exactly that.

Short, clever, funny, and surprisingly profound, this is one of my all-time favorite novellas and an easy five-star read every single time.

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14 June, 2021

#BookReview :: Behind the Wall (Shades of Secrets #1) by Harris Kloe - #ShortStory #Suspense

 


After traveling quite a way, all Henry Brown wants is to check-into a hotel and take a nap to shake off his travel exhaustion. As he asks for the penthouse, he noticed the clerk hesitate but shrugged it off at the time as all he wanted was to be able to rest after a long day. The suite is beautiful and everything one could ask for - except for maybe an oddly placed wall. Was it the artist in him that didn't quite agree with its placement or was it something more? And as certain odd things happen during his stay, and Henry keeps getting drawn to the wall, there may be something to it after all.

I enjoyed the premise of the story quite a bit. The protagonist being a painter, has an observant nature for art and symmetry. Henry notices the art hanging around in the hotel even though he is tired indicating his observant nature. But he is also quick to notice people and their reactions. So, when Henry feels that there must be more to the wall in the penthouse suite, readers begin to wonder too. The dramatic reveal at the end ties in the story well. However, I felt that the author told the readers rather than showing them. From the very beginning, the author kind of finger points towards the important aspects of the story rather than letting the readers take in everything and follow along the protagonist. There was hardly any opportunity to build up the thrilling atmosphere that the plot could make space for because of all the telling and the lack of showing. As such, it didn't leave much to the imagination. The language used is also very simple, almost dull, and combined with the narrative style, the whole reading experience was quite irksome.

This is a short story that took me about ten minutes to read. So, I went back to re-read it 2 days after I read it for the first time, just to make sure that I hadn't been caught up in the moment the first time I read it for a fair rating for the book. The language and narrative style do need some improvement as it completely overshadowed the interesting aspects of the story.




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05 February, 2021

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Read an #Excerpt from Surge On Like a River - @Shyamal64310170





Surge On Like a River is the English translation of the Tamil book titled ‘Nee Nadhi Pola Odikondiru’, originally written by Bharathy Bhaskar, a Chemical Engineer and an MBA, who is a banker by profession. She is also a popular columnist and speaker, and a household name in Tamil homes, thanks to the debates and shows she has spoken in.

The essays are written in a simple, engaging style, and filled with profound insights. These nuggets of wisdom primarily draw from the author’s life experiences and her empathetic observations of the people and situations around her.

This English translation by V. Shyamala captures the lively nature of the original, bringing it to a wider audience with the idea that the readers who do not know Tamil should not miss out on the wonderful collection.


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Chapter 1

Home sweet home, pours love but just drizzles appreciation!

Saro is my friend since school days. One evening, when I ran into her at Mount Road in Chennai, deciding to prolong our happy reunion, we proceeded to the Spencer Plaza to catch up. There, we met my boss, an American. 

He noticed me and said ‘Hi’. I responded in kind, and introduced my friend.

Immediately, he complimented Saro, saying, “Your dress is lovely.” She was wearing a magenta-coloured silk sari with a black border. The sole reason for this incident was that the sari was really beautiful, and Americans are usually generous with their compliments.

Even though quite some time had passed since we had met my boss, Saro was visibly uncomfortable. She was not her usual bubbly self, either.  Only after my continuous, repeated insistence and queries of “What happened, Saro?” did she reply.

“When your boss complimented me, I could not even say a simple thanks!”

“Yes. I noticed. You could have thanked him”

“The thing is, I have never been praised so I did not know how to respond…”

That night, it was a long time before I could fall asleep. Is there only ‘one’ Saro who has ‘never been praised?’ There are a thousand Saros, Kamalas , Fatimas, and Stellas amongst us, who yearn for  appreciation. 

Apparently, research shows that women’s chromosomal and genetic makeup craves appreciation and acknowledgment, more than men’s genetics do. Must probably be true.

“Darling… How does my new saree look?”

“Is it new… Superb!”

Did the husband even spare a glance at the saree, or did he say so as there was no other quicker way to end the conversation… God only knows!

“There is a difference in the rasam I made today… Did you not notice?”

“Really? For me it tastes the same, as usual.”

Following a new recipe suggested by a friend, boiling tomato and garlic along with lentils, mashing them all together, mixing with the tamarind extract, boiling it evenly before adding freshly crushed cumin and black pepper, and finally tempering with mustard seeds spluttered in ghee… all this effort only to hear ‘it tastes same as usual!’

A new hairstyle from a rare visit to a beauty parlour, a tastefully drawn peacock kolam, a special adai-avial tiffin made after poring over a different recipe from a book, a newly purchased green silk-cotton saree that had attracted at first sight, a reward gotten at the office… would any of this give us complete happiness, if not layered with praise from close family members?

Could the researchers who proved that ‘women’s chromosomes expect praise and appreciation’, not have also proven that ‘men’s chromosomes limit their ability to give out praise and compliments’? 


About the Author & Translator:

Bharathi Baskar is a Tamil Orator who is popular for her humorous debate talk shows called Pattimandram.com, telecasted on Sun TV. She is also an anchor for the daily talk show called Vaanga Peasalam at 7.15 a.m from Monday to Wednesday on Sun TV. Bharathi Baskar is also a Senior Vice President at Citi Bank, Chennai.



V.Shyamala is a cost accountant, a homemaker, and a writer. She loves to weave stories and is on a continuous quest to seek new and creative ways to teach children. When not writing, reading, or thinking up stories, Shyamala mentors CIMA students, strives to workout, loves tweaking South Indian heritage recipes, and translates Tamil words to English. She is also a member of AWIC (Association of Writers and Illustrators for Children) and volunteers at a local library twice a week.

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30 January, 2021

January 30, 2021 0

#BookReview :: Olive Beans by Reeti Kalia - #ShortStories #Love @reetiakshay @TheReaddicts

 


'A lot can happen over a cup of coffee.' - We all know the tagline of the famous café chain. And indeed, it does. How many times have you had a bad day and met up a friend at a café to unburden yourself? How many times have you met your friends and conspired over a cup of coffee? And what about all those first and corresponding dates that you had at a café? Author Reeti Kalia brings a collection of short stories that revolve around the people who are inexplicably connected to a café and its owner.

Olive Beans is a café owned by Maya, an army wife, who has something delectable to offer to each of her patrons. Aside from the mouth-watering dishes that she offers on the menu, she is also a constant presence in the café for anyone who needs a listening ear or an understanding heart. Her own story is an inspiring one as she juggles her roles of an entrepreneur and an army wife - each lending something to the other. Each of the stories in the collection brings in a new idea about love in all its forms. Whether it is about a love lost or a love found or an odd triangle of a situation, the stories are designed to pull at your heartstrings. While the author has crafted each character with deliberate care in order to deliver the sense of a feeling in their own story, and they all deliver, I cannot help but love Maya the most.

Simple narration helped set me at ease as I delved into each story. The stories and the characters themselves are so ordinary that they are all relatable making it easy to feel connected to the journeys of the characters. If I had to name one, I would say that Burberry is my favourite story of the lot. The mention of delicacies and the recipes provided in the book does make you want to reach out for your Swiggy app or head to the kitchen with your baker's cap on.  But more often than not, I was left yearning for more.


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15 May, 2020

May 15, 2020

#SpecialFeature :: A Study in Jealousy, #ShortStory by Naimish Srivastava


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He is not crazy for her.

He is just crazy.



It is impossible not to like Grace Malhotra—she loves her family, her friends, and she does everything right. All she wants is a normal life. But she makes one mistake: She thinks everyone is as nice as her. And Amir Malik makes her pay for it. He starts tormenting her again.

Thus begins a game of cat and mouse that leaves Grace questioning everything she knows, including her sanity. The cracks in her relationship with her husband begin to show. Will they be able to get through this together? Will she be able to get away from Amir alive?




A Study in Jealousy


As the cuckoo clock inside calls seven times and the streetlights come to life, the faint knocking at the door of the Walker residence quickens and the doorknob turns violently once, twice, and almost gives way. ‘Open up, Diane,’ says James Walker, leather briefcase in one hand, and loosens his shirt collar, gasping for clean air.

He detests the fact that the very pattern he hated has now been broken. The sound of his footsteps has not been met at the door by Diane rolling her eyes. If she would’ve given him the cold shoulder once again, everything would’ve been fine. But standing at the threshold, he can almost taste the roses that lead the way inside, that are waiting to be crumpled by him. A red petal peeks out from under the door to greet him. A drop of sweat breaks out on his forehead, traces his jawline, moves down his chin and onto the floor, turning the petal blood-red.

He looks back and watches the night take control. A red dot appears on the black background; it gets bigger and bigger and finally bursts, giving the sky a crimson hue. The moon peeks out from the red blanket, a stinging reminder of how far the human race has reached, while he stands, a ball of jealousy, betrayed by the woman he loved.

The door finally clicks open, and James jerks his head around to find Diane smiling, the first time in weeks that he sees the diamond smile he fell in love with.

‘Had a long day at work, hon?’ she says, and then looks beyond him. ‘Red really brings out your eyes.’

She hands him a glass of champagne. Hoping against all odds, he waits for her to end the act. But she simply turns around and walks back inside. His worst fears are realized. He follows her, the roses cracking under his feet.

The lights inside the rooms still haven’t been turned on. Instead, candles make themselves useful for once. The dining table has been laid out. The white tablecloth his mother had gifted Diane finds itself spread for the first time. She is dressed in the skirt he had bought for her birthday, a nice green flared skirt, which she hated on account of him liking it.

‘I was saving this for a special occasion,’ she says, holding the skirt out from her body, doing a pivot turn and exploiting her delicious curves. ‘Don’t you like it, hon?’

She moves closer to him and plants a kiss on his cheek. She puts her head on his chest and caresses his hair with the end of her fingers. He knows what the entire show is being put up for.

‘Oh darling, you have no idea how I’ve missed you. I am sorry for screwing things up between us lately,’ she says and then adds (as a caveat), ‘but when you sit around all day, waiting for someone, it drives you crazy sometimes. It happens to people in love.’

Killers, it also happens to killers, he thinks, and then adds before he can stop himself, ‘You look just fine, Diane.’

‘But you look worn out. My poor baby. You need a little time off. Maybe a vacation? We could go anywhere you want.’

‘Cabo?’ It had all started here. She had mentioned the idea of a vacation to Cabo once in passing, but when he had ridiculed it, she started to distance herself from him and created a rift in their relationship.

‘That’s wonderful. I still might have the reservations from last time.’

He has connected all the dots now: Diane’s strange behavior, the searches he had found on her laptop on how to drown somebody, the late-night calls from her ex-boyfriend. He knows she is luring him into a trap. He frees himself and holds her at a distance, staring at her with his bloodshot eyes. He scans her face for any sign of hesitation; there is none. She just keeps on smiling and kissing his hand. The candles in front of him flicker as he lets out a sigh of disgust.

‘Worked out perfectly well for you, hasn’t it?’ he says. He pushes her away, and she goes back to preparing a feast for him; one needs to feed a lamb well for slaughter. He picks up the carving knife from the table and walks towards her. This time his footsteps don’t go unreciprocated. Diane turns around to face him.

‘Now look what you made me do, love.’ He brings the knife up to her eyes and allows enough time for her smile to turn into a frown. He tilts her head to the right and stabs the soft flesh of her neck, severing the carotid artery. Blood sprays out from her body, and he watches her fall down to the ground from behind the red curtain.



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Naimish Srivastava is a twenty-two-year-old writer and spoken-word poet based in Delhi. He reached the Top 15 of AIB First Draft in its first season, and is the author of two novels - Thinking Out Loud and Until the Music Stops. He writes in a professional capacity as a Copywriter during the day, and in a personal capacity (with a cup of tea) through the night.



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22 December, 2019

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#SpecialFeature ::#ShortStory - Policy Custody by @DebleenaR



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Is murder of human body the only kind of murder? What about murder of a dream? Or, murder of identity? This who and whydunit crime thriller explores the three questions through the unravelling of a web of lies, murder and deceit that threaten to bring crime very close home for Leena, a business journalist. The alternating first person voice of the unknown killer and third person narrative takes the story across a modern-day Bangalore and a strange discovery at an archaeological expedition with characters you would have seen around you. One of them, of course, is not who they seem to be.





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I can hear the police siren from here. People are shouting. Indistinct words are floating up to me. I know he must be lying there on the concrete street, looking like a broken rag-doll with red paint staining his face and his body. The police are coming up to the terrace. I can hear their footsteps. The door is opening. 


. . . . .


“Fall from this height. No chance he could have survived.” Suraj was panting heavily. The five flights of steps they had taken to reach the terrace had not gone easy on him. His face was plastered with beads of sweat; his shirt was sticking to his body, one button threatening to fall off.

“Too much exercise for you?” Arun was leaning over the naked edge of the terrace, looking as fit as if they were just taking a leisurely stroll in the park. At 5 feet 10 and with his lean physique, he probably could have sprinted another five flights of stairs.
Suraj tried to speak but he was still breathless. 
“Just what we needed, man. Crazy. This junction’s all choked up now.” 
“He’s dead, you know. A little sympathy won’t hurt.”
“Sympathy for the dead? I don’t remember to save it for the living.”
“Under construction apartment. Fall from the open terrace. The doctor said he’s been dead for the last few hours. That places time of death late in the night. What does that tell you?”
“Suicide, obviously. We’re wasting our time.”
“No suicide note found near the body.”
“Wasn’t his partly cracked phone found in his pocket? Check that. Must have made a last selfie. Today’s kids. Always taking the easy way out.”
“You don’t think it could be….”
“What…murder? You are looking for problems when there are none.”
“Hey…is that…” Suraj was staring below from the terrace to see if he could find anything suspicious.
“Come on, let’s finish up here quickly. Yes, Sir?”  Arun walked off to a corner to speak to the police chief. More policemen combing the terrace now. 
“Yes, boss. We identified the victim. Arpit Singh. Age 33. Medium Height. Wheatish Complexion. Suicide, it looks like. Fell from a vacant building, 5 storeys. Yes, we are looking.” Arun snapped the phone shut and walked back to where Suraj was standing.
“Say what, Arun, the tech team has been scooping through his digital life. Seems he was searching for options on how to commit suicide. And looking for unfinished construction sites in Bangalore. You might be right on this.”
“Ha, didn’t I tell you? Plain and simple suicide. Young people these days…I tell you.”

. . . . .


In a few hours, they will swoop into the thirty-three wasted years of Arpit Singh’s life. But unless they talk to me, they will never know that he was murdered.  I wish I could stop them right there. But then, will they listen? Arpit Singh was a charmer. He had charmed everyone, including Delia. She never realized when he had become a habit with her. She used to love running her hand through his hair. Loved watching him speak. Loved hearing him say how much he loved her. Loved having him propose to her and dreaming of their new life together.

Till that call came that night. From another woman he had charmed. And married. She didn’t believe it. She had just gone shopping. A beautiful new, lace jacket was draped over her chair. She knew Arpit liked her to be daintily dressed. I saw her cry into her pillow that night, her eyes red and burning. I saw her frantically going through Arpit’s Facebook profile and his emails and even his interviews to check how she could have missed the tell-tale signs.
When Arpit called the next day, and asked her to meet her here for a surprise he had planned for her, her voice trembled on the phone. But she said yes. And he brought her up here. To kill her. You have to admit it. He tried to make a good plan. 
Those searches on the Internet. He wanted to frame her death as a suicide. And finally, he chose this method. An under-construction apartment, deserted, in the dead of the night. No security, no cameras, no people. Quiet and effective. He had planned his story well. 
I saw him standing there, facing the flickering night street lights when she walked up quietly and entered the terrace. Delia’s face was grim. She was dressed in dark jeans and a shirt and she had donned her thin, dainty, blue, new lace jacket.
“Delia!” he rushed towards her when she walked in. Did he notice that she tried not to flinch back from his embrace?
I think so. His smiling face showed the harsh lines of cruelty against the soft moonlight.
“See Delia - this is it. My surprise.  This is it, our dream home.”
“What do you mean, Arpit?” Delia’s voice was flat, cold. She hugged the jacket close to herself as if trying not to give away her secret.
“I am booking this. For us. Aren’t you happy?”
Delia gulped back her tears. A few days ago, she would have been ecstatic. But now, she just cringed at his deception. She squared her shoulders and looked at him.
“Arpit, stop. I can’t do this anymore. Stop this charade.”
He closed the gap between them in two long steps and dragged her back to where he was standing. Anger distorted the perfect features of his face as he shook Delia with both his hands. The thin lace jacket stared ripping off her shoulder.
“Arpit, that hurts. I know what you did.” Delia spoke quietly but firmly trying to move away. They were standing dangerously close to the edge of the terrace now.
“What do you mean?”
“I know about Ishani. Don’t pretend that I don’t understand. And I will expose you. Don’t forget that I am a reporter.” 
Arpit had pushed her to the corner now. The jacket had come off her shoulders. The lace had torn. Delia’s eyes were blazing with anger.
 “You want to expose me??” Arpit repeated shaking her, his eyes narrow slits of rage.
“Yes. People like you need to be. If Ishani had not called me…..”
Arpit laughed. It was quite unlike his usual, gay laugh. Delia shivered. Her jacket was now torn off her body. 
“Ok, that’s good.  I can stop pretending now. This good guy act was starting to wear me down.” Arpit laughed again in the darkness. A hollow laugh. Delia shivered. The jacket had fallen to the ground between them. Neither made a move to pick up.
Delia winced in pain when Arpit squeezed her hand tightly but she held her ground. She looked down at the new, torn jacket once but didn’t bend down.
“You think I fell in love with you? You were just a distraction.”
 “Your game is over, Arpit Singh. I am not scared of you.”
Arpit stepped back from Delia as if seeing her again, for the first time.
“You should be. Didn’t you wonder why I didn’t call you from my mobile yesterday? Why I called you so late from drunk Avinash’s mobile? He won’t even know that I used his phone. Didn’t you ask yourself why I called you here? You really think I would buy this damn apartment? For you?”
Delia stood quietly staring at Arpit’s face.
“No can trace this call to me Delia. And no one knows you are here.” He searched her face for traces of fear but Delia stared back at him without flinching.
“You don’t seem scared.” He spoke finally. “Didn’t you hear what I said? No one knows you are here.”
“Well, that goes for you too then right, Arpit?” Delia’s soft voice had a hard edge when she spoke.
“What? What do you mean?” His confident voice shook just a little at her answer. Arpit’s hands had closed around Delia’s neck by now. He was pushing her closer to the edge of the balcony. 
“Killing me won’t solve anything.”
“You are the only person who knows the truth about me Delia. Ishani will never say anything to anyone. And when you die, the truth dies with you. Just a convenient suicide. Kids these days! No strength to go through life. Police will shake their heads. No one will know anything.”
Arpit was whispering now but his words were like bullets that cut the night air with their coldness. Delia looked like she was losing her balance. She tried to clutch him closer.  
In a snap, Delia suddenly straightened up, looked down at the ground before her once and smiled. Before Arpit could slow his pace, he slipped on the lace jacket that was still on the ground and fell over the ledge. I got a last glimpse of his face before he went hurtling down. It was a look of pure horror. 
She stared down for a long, silent moment after he fell down. As the first sounds of people rushing towards the body floated up, she stepped back and left the balcony, quietly.
I don’t think I will meet Delia again. The only thing that could have linked her to the crime is me. And she knows that.

. . . . .


“Hey, come on guys, there’s nothing else at the crime scene. Let’s go and file up the report. These kids these days! No strength to go through life.” Arun was walking back towards the door of the terrace. He had not noticed me.

Suraj was standing near the edge peering down at the ground below.
“Did he come here to kill himself? I am just wondering - did he trip over something? Or did someone push him you think? If only we had any evidence!” He spoke softly and clearly but no one else was listening. Everyone else had started walking back. Suraj stared down intently again for a long minute and then walked back to his team. 

. . . . .



So that’s my story. Wonder who I am now and how I know so much? I am that new lace jacket Delia had worn. The jacket that Arpit had slipped on. Murder weapon you could call me. But you won’t find me now. I fell too with Arpit when he fell on me. He had tried clawing back to the terrace using me but I had slipped from his hand. I didn’t reach the ground. When I slipped from his hand, I fell into a ledge. And there I am now. Stuck now on a ledge between the 3rd and the 4th floors. Suraj had almost seen me. But not quite. If the police had found me and taken me into custody, they might have known the truth about Arpit. And Delia. But no one will find me now. 



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18 June, 2017

#ShortStory :: Deep Roots by Jatin Kuberker

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For the mortal world, I pretend to be a Software Engineer who works hard (or hardly?) in the hours of a day. I am the guy next door, a hard core Harry Potter fan and a movie buff. I literally ‘live’ every movie, I have strong opinions about its content and I hate it when a movie based on an interesting concept is messed up for the sake of commercial value. I enjoy watching cartoon shows (doremon, dora and Choota Bheem) with my son. I never get bored of listen to the endless chatter of my wife. When I’m not writing, I make toys for children.

But beyond the boundaries of this ‘cholesterol rich’ coil, I am a rider of rapturous thoughts. I am a thinker, a philosopher, a seeker, a story-teller, a writer, a wanderer and every other thing that a thought can be. At times some of these figments fire out of my thoughtful bowl and command me to write, muse, create, recreate, destroy…EXPRESS!

Who Am I? I have been asking this question to myself since 33 years, and I got a different answer always. Sometimes I get confused and think, am I asking the right question to seek the correct answer? or may be that am I missing the  whole fantastic universal drama around me while I am busy finding an answer to an irrelevant question?

Does the answer even matter?


Deep Roots

Arun woke up to a bright Sunday morning of April. It was the first Sunday of his summer vacations; a day when his father was at home. While still in bed, fireflies of excitement began dancing in his ten-year-old mind. A long list of tasks battled within him to gain priority but none could beat the rope swing and the bird house. Just like every other day, Arun sauntered into the courtyard and sat heavily on the circular cement bench under the mango tree. He expected his mother to come and greet him with a good morning kiss. If she was busy, then it would be his father. None attended to him. He sat there for a while, cross-legged, like a little Buddha awaiting enlightenment. 

Arun's half shut, drowsy eyes showed him blur visuals. An eerie darkness seemed to have swallowed the brightness inside his house. The house was full of people, and yet, there was a frightful silence. Uncle Pramod was there with his family, but he ignored Arun. The group of pesky cousins, who would normally pounce on his toys and race all over the house, sat quietly as if they were tranquillized. There were people from the neighborhood, some little known ones and some strangers. All of them had the same blank expression on their face. Confused, he looked out for his mother. She was seated in the verandah, weak and devastated. Next, his moist eyes searched for his father but he was nowhere to be seen. As the disconnected visuals continued to fall on his nervous eyes, in an emotional corner of his mind, a reminiscence of yesterday was eager to pounce at him. It attacked at the very moment Arun saw a pair of sandals lying somewhere in the courtyard.
The morning of the day before, was pretty much the same; bright, warm...normal. Arun woke up, walked casually into the courtyard and settled under the mango tree. Seeing his father getting ready for work, he playfully put on his sandals and challenged him for a chase. The courtyard burst into giggles, laughter and squeals. Father won the challenge as Arun melted into his arms. They both shared a hearty laugh. A promise of a fun filled Sunday excited Arun. Embracing him warmly, he kissed his father’s cheek, and waved at him until he vanished at the end of the lane. 
Alas! Little did Arun know that it would be the last laugh with his father, he would never be able to feel the warmth in those arms again, and the kiss would be a goodbye forever. 
It all happened so quickly; by noon, came the news of his father's accident and by sundown, his mortal coil was reduced to ashes. Arun couldn’t recall when it fell dark and how he was asleep.

Death, as Arun understood until yesterday, was only a prospect of a film. But as the bitter reality fell upon him, he stopped comparing his life to a ninety-minute movie. Arun’s moist eyes gazed at his devastated mother. She looked strangely similar to those Indian widows he had seen in the many Hindi movies. The bindi that sparkled on her forehead was gone and so were the chiming bangles. Her glorious smile had vanished and a strange incompleteness surrounded her. The visuals pierced Arun’s little heart. Unable to take it anymore he hid behind the mango tree and closed himself to the world. He cried softly.

The day got busier as it moved on. Many well-wishers visited Arun's house to console the bereaved family. Some sobbed, some cried out loud, some prayed and some just stood in a corner with their heads bent down in mourning. A few attempted to console Arun, they tried to soothe him with a smile, but they did not receive a return gesture. Throughout the day, Arun sat under the mango tree, leaning his back to its trunk, clutching his knees into the chest and watching people entering and exiting the house through the gate of their compound.

A similar routine followed for the rest of the week. But, Arun spoke to no one. Uncle Pramod tried to strike a conversation with him and concluded that Arun needed more time to accept the wicked game of fate. Being an Army officer, Pramod was known for his practicality and logical thinking. He was a highly learnt man and a staunch follower of the Hindu belief system. After the tragedy struck his brother’s family, he had assumed the responsibility to rehabilitate them. He was into it hundred percent. 
As for Arun, he had started to dislike many things that were happening around him. On the top of the list was the attempts the people made to erase his father's memories. Arun particularly started hating Pramod, for it was he who had taken control over the house. He got himself involved in all the matters related to Arun’s family. Ferocious in his approach, Pramod wanted the family to overcome the tragedy as soon as possible. He had spearheaded a campaign to ‘bring life back on track’ with a slogan: "you have to let go, for a better future...".
The process first started with his father's foot wear; they were given away to a labourer. Next to go were the things related to his work, followed by his clothes, watches, books and his things stored in the store room. In Pramod’s words, these were ‘the seeds of pain from which memories came haunting’. they gave away everything until only his father’s photograph remained. Arun felt helpless and consequently, he stopped entering his own house. He came inside only to have his lunch and then, he returned back to his private hideout, the mango tree. 
After all, the tree was very special and an inseparable part of Arun's life. 
The Mango tree, actually, had a strange connection with his father. It was a distinctive memory that no one could erase. The tree was a legend and its story was Arun’s favorite. 
Sitting underneath it, a devastated Arun recollected the story in his father's voice and it went thus:
"This tree was planted by your grandpa; you know?" His father’s voice filled into his ears and his visual imagination travelled faster than the speed of light. He was transported into a happier past where he often relaxed under the mango tree with his head in his father’s lap. The story went on…
"One day, your grandpa bought mangos from a farm. Of all the mangoes, one particular fruit had the sweetest aroma and a magical taste. After savoring the fruit to his heart's content, he resolved to sow its seed in the courtyard. Right here, at this very place. Then, a sweet little coincidence happened. I was born on the very day the seed sprouted. Isn’t it a reason good enough for the tree to be special? I grew up with this tree. It was my companion in every game. Your grandpa got this platform built around it when I was of your age and then, this became my place to study. Oh! And its fruits! They are magical as you know…
Underneath its shade, I dreamt of becoming the man I am today. This was and is my place of peace and solitude. The tree has been a witness to all my joy and fears. This is my best friend or rather I would say, this is like a reflection of my own self!" 
With a legendary story behind it, Arun’s attachment to the tree grew to an immeasurable extant. Its fatherly shade pacified him. Its strong trunk gave him strength and its ripening fruits gave him hope. In its shade, Arun felt like being with his father. He felt fearless and confident.
*****
As days passed, a gradual feeling of normalcy began to set in. The count of consoling visitors nearly fell to zero. The plan for a grand ceremony to commemorate the thirteenth day was underway. A highly revered Brahmin priest was to visit their house and the preparations of his arrival were looked up to. Everyone was busy in a world of their own. Lost in this chaotic turmoil Arun approached his mother, cat-footed. He doubtfully touched her bangle-less hand and questioned her in a feeble voice.
"Ma, what is going on?"
Seeing Arun, she suddenly realized that she had lost touch with her sweetheart. It was probably the first time in days that Arun had spoken by himself. The barren eyes of Arun evoked pain in her motherly heart but she had to be strong. 
"Oh! Beta. We are planning for the thirteenth day ceremony of your father." She answered. 
"What’s a thirteenth day ceremony, Ma?" Arun asked again. 
Finding an opportunity of a connecting conversation, she crouched down to her son, took him into her arms and started explaining.
"Well, according to the Hindu customs, when a person passes away, it is said that his spirit leaves the mortal world only after thirteen days of his death. After the thirteenth day rites, the soul departs to a greater world, to heaven. So, we have to greet him a bon voyage, right? That is why, this ceremony" she explained patiently. 
"Oh! Where will it be for those thirteen days then? The spirit?" he asked, shocked and surprised with the answer he got.
"Hmmm…the spirit dwells in its most loved possessions, watching upon its most loved people..."  she clarified.
Listening to the answer, a tinge of energy flashed on Arun's face. He quickly composed his posture and questioned excitedly,
"Oh! You mean father is watching us right now? Is he still here, with us?" His watery eyes restlessly wandered around the house in the hope of catching a glimpse of his father. He ran from room to room, he called out to his father until his throat went dry. But then, a sudden realization poured into his mind.
“Ah! So stupid of me…why will father be in these rooms?” he smiled at his own foolishness and energetically proclaimed,
“his spirit resides in the mango tree…” 
Like playing a hide and seek game, he ran into the courtyard. The glimpse of the mango tree had him convinced that his father’s soul must be residing within it. He hugged its potent trunk with a wide smile.
Unable to withstand the inconsolable innocence of Arun, His mother broke into wails. Pramod cried too, but he quickly regained his composure.
*****

Almost by evening, a car alighted in front of the house. 
"Arun! call your mother...the priest has arrived" yelled Uncle Pramod.
Arun was least bothered about it. He was busy chatting with his father's spirit that resided in the tree. 
Pramod yelled so loudly that even the curious neighbors gathered to get a glimpse of the priest. After a while, the priest stepped into the courtyard. He was accompanied by his disciples too. As he walked a few steps into it, he stopped suddenly and twitched. His ghastly eyes opened wide. He thundered at the top of his voice.
"WHAT IS THIS TREE DOING HERE?" he shouted, pointing his index finger towards the tree.  
"But, the tree has been there since a long time, your holiness" Arun's mother said humbly.
"OF COURCE! IT HAS SPREAD ITS EVIL ROOTS INTO YOUR HOME AND YOU HAVE PAID A HEAVY PRICE FOR IT!" he remarked.
"His holiness is an expert in Vastu Shastra too" one of the disciples said in a perceptible tone.
"Oh! The tree? it might be... otherwise, how could a hale and healthy person meet with such an untimely fate?" someone in the curious crowd suggested. Nodding heads and grim hums vouched to agreed.
“’Vastu’ is predominantly to do with the architecture of temples. But as per the Hindu belief system, a house- or preferably a ‘Home’ is also a temple. Hence, the science applies here equally well!” The priest shared a bit of his revered knowledge.
"But, Sir…the tree..." Arun’s mother tried to speak, but the priest took over harshly.
"NOTHING MORE! BRING THIS TREE DOWN AT ONCE. IT HAS BEEN FEEDING ON YOUR TEARS AND BLOOD, IT IS THE ROOT CAUSE OF ALL YOUR PROBLEMS! CUT IT DOWN, AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!" 
The words of the priest startled Arun. By now, he had understood the crux of the situation. He was afraid that even this memory of his father would be erased...
He resolved to revolt and got down the platform. 
"They are going to bring this tree down, aren’t they?" his question induced pity. 
" It’s ok Beta… it is ok..." She could not get any more words to soothe her son.
"How can we allow this? Father loved it immensely...How can we cut it down?” Arun wanted to be brave and face the situation. He knew he was powerless in front of the mean world but he was wanted to fight.
"Arun, you are too young to understand all this" Pramod tried to intervene, but Arun was adamant.
"Back off, I am speaking to my mother!..."  he warned. 
"Arun, you listen to me! don’t get emotionally attached to this tree. As his holiness says, it has brought a bad time for all of us. It has made you pay a heavy price…Arun, it killed your father" Pramod spoke hatefully.
Arun turned to his mother for support.
“Ma, how can it be…tell them Ma, tell them what this tree meant to father, tell them what it means to us...to me...How can a tree kill someone?”
"You have to let go son...your father is no more, accept it and walk away from him..." Pramod reiterated his philosophy.
“Back off, I said…not one more word!” Arun snarled. He did not like an outsider poking his nose into his personal matters. His eyes shone with anger. His tone went deeper and wetter. At one side, there was the hatred that had built for his uncle and at the other end it was a feeling of being helpless.
“CUT IT DOWN! AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!” the priest thundered again. He wanted to break the ice.
“WILL I GET MY FATHER BACK, IF YOU CUT IT DOWN?” Arun retorted with his angry eyes fixated on the priest. Energy pulsated through his weak body so much that given a chance, he would beat the pulp out of anyone who would come in his way. His strange behavior sent goosebumps to the people around him. None dared to raise a voice in front of this skinny ten-year-old. He was surely growing into a man; a cub that was learning to roar.
“The boy speaks more than his age” whispered the priest.  
“CUT IT DOWN… BEFORE IT’S DEEP ROOTS CAST ANY FURTHER EFFECTS.
Cut it down before the thirteenth day!”
saying so, the priest left the house, red-faced.
Arun stood in the courtyard like a lone warrior defending his rightful piece of land. The many eyes that hovered doubtfully at him had the same question in them. "Has he gone insane? Has he lost his mind? Is it really because of the tree?"
At this point, Arun wanted to scream, he wanted to burst and cry and tell that the tree was a gifted legacy from his father and that it was all that was left of him. He wanted them to understand that the tree was, in all aspects, more than any memorabilia or a photograph; it was a living memory of his loving father. He wanted to tell all of them that he loved his father deeply and he missed him, and therefore he wants to save this this tree. 
But how could someone as young as Arun give vent to such deep feelings? There weren’t enough words in his vocabulary to match his emotions. For that matter, there are no enough words known to the world that could translate these emotions. They could be only experienced through ‘love’ and the ‘pain’ that came with it.  
His mother walked up to him and gathered him into her arms. 
"Shhhh! Quiet now, nothing is going to happen. come with me..." she said, hugging him tight. She took him to the bed room and pampered him to sleep. At first, he resisted, but the love in the soft palms of his mother put him to rest. He slept peacefully.
*****
Arun woke up to the sounds of hitting and thrashing. The voice of his father calling for him, filled into his ears. It alarmed him. He ran into the courtyard only to find what he had least expected to see. 
Four men with axes were bringing down his ancestral tree of memories. Arun froze for a moment. With each bump of the axe, Arun’s pain magnified. He grew uneasy as the mangoes fell on the ground and burst into yellow blood. With each branch falling, it felt as though a part of his body was being separated. In a sudden fit of rage, he ran screaming at the top of his voice, and hugged the tree trunk. 
"STOP IT!! STOP IT!! DONT CUT IT DOWN!! PLEASE...
This is my father...don’t kill him. Please!" He cried and yelled at the same time.
"Let go, my son...Let go..." His mother tried to console him by drawing him into her arms and embraced him tightly but Arun was uncontrollable. He pushed her aside and ran towards the platform.
Pramod expected this reaction and was well prepared. He, along with a neighbor waged at Arun and dragged him off the platform. Arun fought vigorously to free himself from the clutches of his uncle, but he was just a ten-year-old boy. They dragged him with all their might and locked him up in the bedroom. Arun banged on the doors and windows. He shouted, cursed, abused, plead and did everything he could. After an exorbitant outburst, weakened by the emotional overload, Arun fainted.

****
Absolute silence greeted Arun as he came back to his senses. His mother was sent to unlock him and lead him out. Arun was extremely fatigued but his eyes were emotionless. He was led into the courtyard where there was nothing left for him to adore. Only the circular cement platform remained like a tomb in the memory of the tree. Tears rolled down his mother’s eyes, but Arun showed no emotion at all.
He walked alone, kicked aside a mango that was lying on the ground and sat on the platform. He looked up into the sky as if searching for shade. Apologetically dropping his gaze, he said anonymously.
"The thirteenth day ceremony is not required any more...Father's spirit has left us now."

*********

Time is the healer, they say. Don’t know how true it is, but time does not stop for anyone and that is a well-known fact. 
Years passed, but Arun was never able to forget his father. Contrary to what Pramod wanted him to believe, the world actually helped him in keeping his father’s memory alive. 
Arun was always identified with his father’s name. It was everywhere; it was in his certificates of achievements, in the admission records, in government ID cards and even in the pooja rituals. At times, his mother doubted if Arun worked hard only to get recognized with the S/O (son of) mention - and it was true to a large extant. These little priceless mentions made Arun feel immensely happy. In the adolescent years, when Arun looked into the mirror, he found his father smiling back at him. His mother often complimented that he was growing into his father. The mannerism, the habits, the thinking process, even the posture in which Arun slept were very similar to his father’s. The family friends and distant relatives agreed to this fact and it made Arun flash a broad, proud smile. It was his experience that in testing times, his father’s teachings guided him to victory. 
He proudly shared all these with Uncle Pramod whenever he visited their house. In his mind, he laughed sarcastically on his Uncle’s ‘practicality’ slogan and proved to him that neither his campaign nor his philosophy was fit to exist. He didn’t want him to realize his mistake nor make him feel sorry for what he did, but he just wanted to prove that his father is an inseparable part of his life. Just like the mango tree, Arun was the living legacy of his father and he didn’t need anyone to certify on that!
The cement platform, to this day, remains in the courtyard, holding its destined place since time immemorial. It continues to be Arun’s favorite place. He did most of his tasks sitting on it; be it studying for exams or filling the job application forms. His mother had once suggested to plant another tree there, but he didn’t care to do so.
*****
As of today, the drawing room of Arun’s house hosts a picture frame of his father. His mother regularly cleans and garlands it. Arun is a successful man and is happily married to Sudha for over a year. The couple is awaiting a child very shortly. 
It is a usual Sunday morning in the month of April. Seated over the cement platform, Arun is thinking about the activities for the day. Then, suddenly, his eyes fall at the center of the platform. He sees little green shoots sprouting out of the presumably dead trunk of the mango tree. A closer examination confirms that the mango tree has miraculously resurrected after twenty years! 
Just then, his mother yells from inside the house.
“Arun! Sudha is having labor-pains! Call the doctor, quickly…”
A tide of emotional engulfs Arun, wetting his eyes instantly.
“Welcome back Father!” he whispers excitedly to the juvenile shoot and rushes into the house.

22 March, 2017

#SpecialFeature :: Read a #ShortStory "Lost" - a short story in the world of Ashes



*** Special Feature - March 2017 ***




Book Details:

Genre: Fiction
Published by: The Story Plant
Publication Date: February 21st 2017
Number of Pages: 260


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Synopsis:

Middle-aged brothers Jason and Tom Prendergast thought they were completely done with each other. Perceived betrayal had burned the bridge between them, tossing them into the icy river of estrangement. But life – and death – has a robust sense of irony, and when they learn that their cruel father has died and made his final request that they travel together across the country to spread his ashes, they have no choice but to spend a long, long car trip in each other's company. It's either that or lose out on the contents of the envelope he's left with his lawyer. The trip will be as gut-wrenching as each expects it to be . . . and revealing in ways neither of them is prepared for.
At turns humorous, biting, poignant, and surprisingly tender, Ashes puts a new spin on family and dysfunction with a story that is at once fresh and timelessly universal.

Lost
(a short story in the world of Ashes)

The rain smothered the windshield—sheet after pounding sheet—and it didn’t look like it was going to ease up any time soon. A country western song played on the radio, just loud enough for Tom to feel his ears threatening to bleed. He looked at Jason, his giant brother hulking behind the SUV’s steering wheel, and couldn’t decide if there was more scar tissue on the ogre’s knuckles or his furrowed brow. Jason had been in Corrections for twenty eight years, time enough to lose any sense of idealism he’d once had and add more than a few extra pounds to his mid-section. Once an animal, Tom thought, stifling a yawn, always an animal. Pop sure trained him well. The impromptu cross-country trip still felt surreal to Tom. The sooner we get to Seattle and spread the old man’s ashes, he thought, the sooner I can return to my life. But for reasons he preferred to ignore, the truth of it didn’t make him feel any better. He looked back at Jason and sighed. Being at this point in his life—where time was much too precious to spend with anyone but someone he cared about—his brother was just more unwanted baggage. Whether I’m here or there, he thought, I can’t win either way.

Although Jason was clearly struggling to read the road signs in the monsoon, it didn’t stop him from babbling on and sharing another of his twisted memories. “When I first started staying over at Josie’s place,” he said, “I didn’t know her parrot could talk.” He shook his head. “One night, about two in the morning, I got up to take a leak. As I passed the bird’s cage, I heard something whisper, ‘What are you doin’?’”

In spite of his foul mood, Tom chuckled aloud.

“I must have jumped a friggin’ mile,” Jason said, grabbing for his chest. “And it took a few seconds before I realized it was the parrot talking.” He shook his head. “With my heart pounding out of my chest, I leaned into the cage and screamed, ‘What am I doin’? What the hell are you doin’?’”

“Did the bird answer?” Tom asked.

“He didn’t make another peep,” Jason said, shrugging. “After changing my shorts, I hurried back to bed.” Grinning wide, Jason shook his head again. “I’m still having nightmares over that one.”

“You’re really sick, do you know that?” Tom said above the nauseating country music yodeling in the background.

Jason nodded. “My relationship with Josie didn’t last long, anyway.”

Although a wise voice in his head begged him not to ask, Tom couldn’t help himself. “And why’s that?”

Jason’s grin erupted into a full blown smile. “Josie had a bad habit of applying the Heimlich maneuver on folks who weren’t choking.” He nodded. “Trust me, if you want to make someone shit themselves, just sneak up behind them while they have a mouthful of food and start squeezing for no reason.” He began making a mock choking sound. “It ain’t pretty,” he added, laughing at his own sick humor.

Fighting off a pair of heavy eyelids, Tom shook his head before glancing toward the back seat where their father’s ashes sat in a plain, walnut box. You’re the reason Jason’s so screwed up, he told his deceased father in his head; he then gave the subject a little more thought and cringed. You’re the reason we’re both screwed up.

Jason and Tom’s father, Stuart Prendergast, had been a bastard in every sense of the word. And by all accounts, he’d been that way since childhood when his game of choice was playing the neighborhood undertaker. Whether or not he’d intentionally killed any of his clients was always a bit hazy from the stories, but once their hearts stopped pumping he was happy to give them a proper burial in the expanding graveyard he’d established. By the time he’d grown into a man—and the role of father—Stu had submerged himself into a pool of alcohol where he prided himself on being able to swim with the best of them. The only thing heavier than his drinking habit was his hands, which he often used on his terrified sons.


In the hypnotizing rain, Tom stared out the side window, watching the world whip by in one massive smudge. It didn’t take long before his head grew heavy, wedging itself between the passenger head rest and the window jam. “How long have you been divorced now?”

“Not long enough,” Jason quickly replied; he was serious.

“So the process wasn’t so bad, then?” he asked, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.

Jason sighed heavily. “If I’m being honest, it sucked something awful. If it had been just me and the old lady, it would have been as easy as getting a rotten tooth pulled.” He looked at Tom and smirked. “One quick yank and a few days of pain, and it’s all over.” His eyes drifted off for a moment, and his face turned sorrowful—in a way Tom had not witnessed in years. “I’ll never forget the morning Miranda confronted me about the break-up. ‘Why are you and Mom splitting up?’ she asked. ‘You guys haven’t even been fighting.’ She sounded like a six-year-old again, confused by the whole nightmare. I can still remember how she…” Jason stopped, while his Adam’s apple bounced from the emotion that had obviously ambushed him. He peered out the driver’s side window, lingering in the awkward silence for a few extended moments. “‘And that's the point,’ I told her. ‘Your mother and I haven't fought in years.’” He swallowed hard. “I can still picture the pain in her eyes when I let her know it had been years since her mother and I cared enough to waste our breath.”

“Damn,” Tom muttered involuntarily.

“I know,” Jason muttered, “but Miranda still couldn’t understand how the marriage was coming to an end after everything our family had been through.” Jason took a deep breath. “That’s when I told her it had been a loveless marriage for as long as I could remember.”

Tom grunted his disapproval again.

Jason’s head whipped sideways, his eyes turning to threatening slits.

Oh shit, Tom thought, his backside puckering like it did when they were kids—just before his brother beat him down.

Instead of striking out, Jason slowly nodded his head. “It definitely wasn’t one of my finest moments. To this day, it’s still the dumbest thing I’ve ever told my kid.” He paused. “It was the absolute truth, but I still shouldn’t have said it,” he muttered, now talking to himself.

Tom nodded. I imagine you’ve said a lot of dumb things to your kid, he thought, knowing he’d lose teeth if those words left his lips.

“As much as I wish I could have spared Miranda the pain, I just couldn’t stay with her mother. The toxic relationship was killing all of us.” He took a deep breath again and exhaled. “I was suffocating, you know?” He nodded. “I think we all were back then.”

“Fighting apathy can be exhausting,” Tom said, drawing a sideways glance from his brother, prompting him to quickly change the subject. “I wish I’d been a better dad,” he blurted, immediately scolding himself for sharing something so intimate with his long-estranged brother. That was stupid, he thought. Why am I even talking to this donkey?

“And how’s that?” Jason asked, leaning in toward the windshield to read the next blurred road sign.

Tom shrugged, careful to take better care with his words. “I don’t know,” he said. “Even though my kids live under the same roof, I’ve spent years taking them for granted.” He shrugged. “I was always too damn busy chasing down money and success, you know?”

Jason shook his head. “That’s what fathers do, right?”

It wasn’t the sarcastic reply Tom had expected, and he was taken aback, leaving him suddenly speechless.

“Though I’m not surprised,” Jason said. “You’ve always been completely self-absorbed.”

Now there’s the asshole I know, Tom thought. “You don’t even know me!” he barked.

Jason laughed. “Relax, lollipop. I’m just playing with you.”

“Whatever,” Tom said, ready to surrender to the sleep that was trying to claim him. I guess it serves me right for even trying to have a normal conversation with the Neanderthal.

“I was just playing,” Jason repeated. “Success is a good thing.”

“Yeah,” Tom said, closing his eyes, “as long as it doesn’t cast a shadow so wide that our children are left in the darkness.”

“Oh, I don’t think either one of us has to worry about that.”

Tom opened both his eyes and his mouth, but nothing came out, surprising himself.

“I knew you’d agree,” Jason said, chuckling again.

He’s still as crude as he is honest, Tom thought, nestling his head back into the window jam where his unrelenting mind began to ponder their current stations in life. He and Jason were now middle-aged, taking longer—much longer—to get anything done. But what I lack in energy and enthusiasm, he told himself, leaving out his brother, I make up with experience and wisdom.

“You know, at this point in life, we should be doing what we want,” Jason said, letting Tom know he was contemplating the same thing. “We’ve raised our kids…”

“…And we’re on the back-end of our careers,” Tom interjected.

“So we should be able to eat anything we want,” Jason added, grinning.

“What?” Tom snickered, peering out from his cozy corner. “That’s the last thing you need to be doing, tubby. With your weight, you’ll be lucky if you don’t join Pop in…”

“A few years ago,” Jason interrupted in his booming voice, “people started asking me, ‘Are you putting on weight?’ I’d tell them, ‘No. Actually, I just lost forty pounds.’ ‘Wow, you look great!’ they said.”

“You don’t take anything serious, do you?” Tom asked.

“Actually, I do,” Jason countered. “Just last month, at the prison, I filled a specimen cup with apple juice, labeled it, and placed it into the urinalysis testing fridge. When I finally spotted a few younger officers standing close by, I opened the fridge and started guzzling the juice. ‘God, that’s twangy,’ I told them. ‘I definitely need more fluids.’” Jason started laughing.

“Nope, nothing’s serious to you,” Tom said, struggling not to laugh along with him.

“It’s how I’ve stayed alive and sane all these years,” Jason answered, any hint of humor erased from his face.

Tom nodded. The second part’s debatable, he thought, but I get it. I can’t imagine what it’s like to be locked in there every day with all those rapists and murderers.

For a while, besides the rain, only the God-awful country music filled the cab of the SUV until Jason showed some mercy and shut off the radio. As the rain drummed off the SUV, creating a soothing rhythm, Tom stared out the passenger window and noticed that a speeding train was running parallel to them. I can’t remember the last time I rode on a train, he thought, focused on the long line of passenger cars. “Are you happy with life?” he suddenly asked aloud; it was no more than a thought that had slipped off his tongue, surprising him as much as his brother. Stupid, he scolded himself again.

“Happy with life?” Jason repeated in a tone that dripped with cynicism. “Who the hell is happy with life at our age?”

Stop talking, Tom told himself. Just stop!

“I suppose when we were kids,” Jason said, “there were times when I…”

But Jason’s voice had turned muffled and distant, sounding just like their father’s—minus the man’s threatening tone. Tom felt like he was a young boy again, listening to the deep voice of a man talking in the other room. He tried to nod in response to something Jason had said, but his head wouldn’t budge. Two deep breaths later, his mind was removed from reality—set free to roam the unrestricted dream world he preferred to dwell in.
After one final bite of dry toast, a black Lincoln Continental waited patiently just outside the marble foyer. Tom donned his coat and hat and darted for the open door. Once inside the car, a wave of heat hit his face, removing all of winter’s discomforts.

Shamus Donovan, his friendly driver, looked over the front seat. “Where to?” he asked.

“How about FAO Schwarz, for starters? I’m in the mood to buy some toys.”

“As you wish, sir.”


While Shamus Donovan parked at the base of a giant teddy bear and exited the car, Tom spent the time admiring the even burn on his Cuban cigar. It was a gift from a colleague, the smoothest tobacco he’d ever tasted.

“We’re not open until ten,” the store’s self-appointed lawman bellowed to Shamus just outside the car, “and I don’t care which rich cat is sitting behind that tinted glass.”

Tom lowered the fogged window and smiled at the angry little man, who evidently expected a different reaction and was taken aback by the sincere gesture. Just as Shamus threw up his hands, Tom stepped out of the car. “Would it be a problem if I spoke to your manager, sir?” Tom asked, killing him with holiday kindness.

Another seemingly angry soul approached. “I’m the manager. What’s the problem here?” His voice was colder than the December wind.

“There’s no problem,” Tom claimed before glancing down at his Rolex, “I know we’ve arrived a bit early and that you’re not open for another forty minutes, but I was hoping you could help me.”

“And how might I do that?” the manager asked, his teeth chattering in the frigid air. Tom was obviously not the first person to ask him for a favor.

Tom grabbed his cell phone, punched in several numbers, and lifted his index finger for the irritated man to be patient. There was a brief pause. Tom grinned kindly at the man before speaking to the person he telephoned, talking loud enough for everyone to hear. “Rick, it’s Tom. I need you to get in touch with The Salvation Army and the Marine Corps Recruiting station. Have each of them bring the biggest truck they own and report to the front of FAO Schwarz within the hour. Also, I want Channel Twelve and someone from the Times to cover the story. Have them here twenty minutes after the trucks arrive.” There was another pause, enough time for Tom’s grin to widen. “Yes, Rick, the manager has been kind enough to open early for us. He wants to ensure that every orphaned child in this city believes in Santa Claus this year.” After one last pause, Tom concluded, “That’s correct. I don’t want my name mentioned. Mister…” Tom placed his hand over the phone and looked up at the store manager. “I’m sorry,” he said, “what did you say your name was?”

“Fiore,” the shivering man replied. “Faust Fiore.” His eyes were as big as flying saucers, his mouth half hung in shock.

“Mr. Faust Fiore is the kind soul who deserves all the recognition, Rick,” Tom concluded. “Be sure he gets it.” He ended the call with a smile.

“I suppose we could make an exception this one time,” Mr. Fiore squeaked.


It was nearly noon when Tom wrapped up his shopping frenzy. Hundreds of Barbie dolls and an equal amount of superhero action figures made their way toward the register. He purchased every stuffed animal, yoyo, and sled in the store. Pyramids of board games, sporting goods, and baby dolls were stacked inside one of the dozen shopping carriages being pushed in the giddy man’s wake. In record time, Tom had personally selected a mountain of toys. Each time he threw something that beeped, whistled, or cried into a carriage, he felt the spirit of giving illuminate his soul. It’s already the best Christmas I can remember, he thought, feeling his face glow.

Sharing the same truth, Shamus Donovan giggled like a young schoolboy from the first aisle to the last.

Tom threw the gifts onto his platinum card while Shamus shuffled out the door to pull the car around back. As Tom tiptoed out the back, the first rolling camera made its way through the store’s front door. Turning back, he couldn’t help but smile. Faust Fiore was being swarmed upon by a pack of hungry media. “He can have it,” Tom whispered, ducking into the limo—to where Shamus was still giggling.

“Where to?” the Irish chauffer managed through his glee.

“I don’t know about you, Shamus, but all that shopping’s made me hungry.” There was a thoughtful pause. “I think we should get some lunch. How does the Four Oaks sound?”

Shamus pointed the car west, his face confused over the lunch invitation. After a few awkward seconds, he nodded and grumbled something incoherent.


The limo pulled into the front of the Four Oaks. Tom had belonged to the private club for years. Though he disliked most of the arrogant and pompous asses that frequented the place, its creative chef grilled the best swordfish he’d ever tasted. And no one’s going to deny me that, he’d decided long ago.

Tom jumped out of the back and nearly watched Shamus’s face go white when he opened the driver’s side door. “Why don’t we valet the car today?” he suggested.

Shamus couldn’t speak. He merely slid out of the seat, threw the keys to the valet attendant, and followed his boss into the dark mysterious den.

In the foyer, a paunch, middle-aged man quickly approached, smoking a cigar half the size of his face. “Tom, we’ve missed you at the Racquetball Club of late,” he snorted, awaiting a reply that never came. “The offer still stands, old boy—double or nothing?”

“I’ve been busy, Charles. Why don’t we just call the wager at even?”

The man strutted away with a smile that engulfed his bloated face.

Tom turned to Shamus. “It was like taking candy from a baby, anyway,” he whispered. “Chubby Charles doesn’t have an athletic bone in his body, but for as long as I can remember he’s been hell-bent to beat me at…”

“Your regular table, Mr. Prendergast?” the maître d’ interrupted. His face showed blatant signs of disapproval, each sign directed toward Shamus.

“The regular,” Tom countered. “And since it’s Christmas, why don’t you spoil us by sending over a bottle of Dom.”

The man nodded robotically, shot another bad look at Shamus, and scurried off.


Tom Prendergast and Shamus Donovan finished their swordfish, the bottle of bubbly, two warm brandies, and a pair of fine cigars. Shamus looked like he’d finally discovered heaven while Tom sat amazed by how little he’d known about his kind chauffer prior to their lunch. Life really does get in the way of the important things, Tom thought, vowing to never let it happen again.

“Well, hello, Tom Prendergast. Isn’t it fancy meeting you here?” purred a woman so beautiful that even her soft, shapely body couldn’t distract from her angelic face. Without being offered, she took a seat. She smelled like gingerbread.

Tom grinned wide. Shamus swallowed hard. “Hello, Tricia,” Tom started. “It has been some time, hasn’t it, my sweet?” Tom had a way with the ladies, even those who appeared unapproachable. If his looks couldn’t reel them in, then his charm blew them ten feet out of the water. This petite goddess was no different. She was nearly drooling. “I hear you’re still modeling that beautiful face for the world,” he said with a wink.

“It pays the bills for now,” she kidded, “at least until you marry me and make me an honest woman.” Her smile could have melted the silver butter dish.

Tom stood, grabbed her hand, and kissed it softly. He then glanced over at Shamus and winked. “Ms. Tricia Quintal, I’d like you to meet an old friend.” There was a strange pause. “Mr. Shamus Donovan.”

Clearly taken aback, Shamus nodded slightly.

Tricia smiled. “Nice to meet you, Mr. Donovan,” she crooned, but quickly gave her undivided attention back to Tom. “So, what do you say?” she teased.

Tom smiled. “Tragically enough, I don’t think my schedule would permit a wedding right now, but I’ll give you a call sometime in the near future, okay?”

She stood, smiled brilliantly, and walked away. Her eyes, however, never left his gaze until the foyer swallowed her whole.

“Women,” Tom chuckled. “The greatest test of a man’s will…”

Shamus ran the cloth napkin across his mouth and, to Tom’s surprise, said, “Then you are a very strong man indeed, Mr. Prendergast.” With a chuckle, he…


Tom awoke. It took a few strange moments to register any sense of reality. Like a chapped desert, his mouth felt completely dry, letting him know he’d been snoring—maybe even struggling to take in air from his mouth while he slept. He opened and closed his lips a few times to try to generate some moisture—nothing. Happy with life? he repeated in his head. Maybe when I sleep, but that’s about it. Trying to wipe the cobwebs from his mind, he thought about that for a moment. It's pretty sad when I can only find happiness in my dreams, he decided, where my true aspirations can only be fulfilled. Having recently turned fifty, most of the sand in his hour glass had already sifted through his fingers, and he was struggling to reconcile it.

“Welcome back to the real world,” Jason said. “And you really need to go see a doctor about your snoring. Do you use one of those CPAP machines at home?”

Tom tried to shake his head, but his neck was all knotted up from being wedged in the window. Instead, he moaned, still trying to locate a few drops of saliva somewhere in his mouth.

“Carmen must really enjoy that at night.”

Who gives a shit! Tom thought. Whatever Carmen enjoys, it sure as hell isn’t with me. He yawned wide before looking over his shoulder at his father’s wooden box. My life’s more than half over and this is where I’m at? he thought. Unreal…

Returning completely to the present, Tom realized the rain had finally stopped, leaving behind a sky so blue it looked like he could fish in it. He also discovered that Jason was eager to pick up the conversation where they’d left off.

“So why all that talk about divorce earlier?” he asked.

Tom half-shrugged. “No reason,” he quickly answered, concealing his emotion behind another long yawn.

“Bullshit!”

“Listen,” Tom said, wiping the sleep from his eyes, “if I needed to talk about my marriage, you’d be the last person in the world I’d confide in.”

Jason smirked. “So, you’re not ready to talk, then,” he said sarcastically. “I’m here when you’re ready.”

Old, jagged feelings shot to the surface, increasing Tom’s blood pressure. “What I need is for you to make a pit stop somewhere so I can use the bathroom,” he said, looking out the window. “Where are we, anyway?”

Jason held his smirk, fighting off his laughter.

“What?” Tom asked, hardly amused. “We’re lost, aren’t we?”

“Chill out, sleeping beauty. I might have taken a wrong turn a ways back, but no big deal.”

“How in the hell…”

“Chill out,” Jason repeated, only this time he wasn’t asking. “It was raining something vicious,” he said before pointing to the GPS stuck to the center of the windshield, “and sometimes Google Maps can be wrong so…”

“If you were using my map,” Tom said, unfolding the giant paper square onto the dashboard, “then we wouldn’t be lost.”

Jason looked at him and shook his head. “As long as we’re together,” he said sarcastically, “then we can never be lost.”

Tom looked at him in disbelief. “You think this is funny?” he asked, feeling his blood throbbing in his ears.

“I do,” Jason said, “I really do.”

As the bickering ensued, Jason drove onto the shoulder of the road and whipped the SUV into a U-turn. At the lip of the asphalt, the SUV hopped back onto the road. Tom looked back just in time to see his father’s box of ashes bounce once and then twice until falling onto the back floor. He leaned over the front seat to ensure the lid was still closed and that none of the contents had spilled out. The old man’s fine, he decided and, with a single shrug, he turned back around, leaving his father on the back floor.

“Next bathroom I see, we’ll stop,” Jason promised.

“Gee, thanks,” Tom said, the needle on his annoyance meter tacking in the red.

“We need gas, anyway,” Jason said, “and I’m out of snacks.”

“Of course you are. And lottery tickets too, I’m guessing,” Tom said sarcastically.

Jason peered at his brother and grinned. “Listen, you have your retirement plan, and I have mine.”

Tom drew in a deep breath and held it for a few counts. It’ll be a miracle if I survive this trip, he thought. Between my simpleton brother and a box of ashes that hardly deserves this effort, it’ll be a friggin’ miracle.

“Oh, good!” Jason blurted, breaking Tom’s train of thought. “A gas station.” He steered the SUV into the lot and parked beside the pumps. “It looks like we’re not lost anymore, Tommy.”

Sure, Tom thought while the rising bile in his throat triggered a slow burn. We’re exactly where we should be. He felt ready to vomit.



Author Bio:

Steven Manchester is the author of the #1 bestsellers Twelve Months, The Rockin’ Chair, Pressed Pennies, and Gooseberry Island as well as the novels Goodnight, Brian and The Changing Season. His work has appeared on NBC’s Today Show, CBS’s The Early Show, CNN’s American Morning, and BET’s Nightly News. Recently, three of Manchester’s short stories were selected “101 Best” for the Chicken Soup for the Soul series.


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